Lyrics : Ruki ( Takanori Matsumoto )
Nemurenai no wa naze? Shizukesa ni yoishireteta
Shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchuzusameba munashiku
Nemurenai no wa naze? Anata ga mieta kara
Shiten wa nureta yuka atama wo kashigete nemutteru
Shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
Koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitoreteita
Nemutteshimaitai nezame dake wo osorete
Subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawakoto ne
Anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
Yasete kata wo tsutsumi sakenda kagososugita nukumori ni
Shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore
Kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta
Tachi tsukusu boku no haigo no koe
Hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
Tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishisou na kao de
Nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda
Namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni itekurenai ka
Sou boku ni totte saisho de saigo no yasashiki "mama"
Shiroi kabe ni sotto makka na e no gu de anata wo fuchidotta
Mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte miseyou
Ootsubu no namida ga anata to kasanatte hitotsu ni nareta ki ga shita
Mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de
Shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchuzusameba munashiku
Nemurenai no wa naze? Anata ga mieta kara
Shiten wa nureta yuka atama wo kashigete nemutteru
Shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
Koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitoreteita
Nemutteshimaitai nezame dake wo osorete
Subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawakoto ne
Anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
Yasete kata wo tsutsumi sakenda kagososugita nukumori ni
Shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore
Kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta
Tachi tsukusu boku no haigo no koe
Hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
Tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishisou na kao de
Nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda
Namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni itekurenai ka
Sou boku ni totte saisho de saigo no yasashiki "mama"
Shiroi kabe ni sotto makka na e no gu de anata wo fuchidotta
Mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte miseyou
Ootsubu no namida ga anata to kasanatte hitotsu ni nareta ki ga shita
Mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de
English Translation
If I hum to myself, alone in my gloomy room, it just makes me feel empty
Why can't I sleep? Since I saw you
I sleep with my to the side, keeping my eyes on the wet floor
Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, I'm just emotionless
I stared at you without saying anything, forgetting even to blink
I want to sleep, but I'm afraid of waking
I want to forget everything - what selfish nonsense
I call your name, the silence drives me mad
Grabbing your thin shoulder, I screamed at the lack of warmth
Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, my heart drowns
I knew there was no meaning to the tears I'd held back as I bit my lip
There's a voice from behind me as I stand there
I didn't care what kind of excuses you spit out
But because you were there before my eyes, looking lonely
And I couldn't do a single thing, I hated myself so much I could die
You're the one who gave me my name, won't you please stay by my side like this?
You're my "mother", the first and last person who was kind to me
With bright red paint, I traced your outline on the white wall
Pressing my still-warm cheek to yours, I'll laugh softly
My large tear drops seemed to overlap you and I felt like we became one
When I close my eyes and the warmth disappears, I'll be by your side
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